Four Things I’m Learning

“Why have you stopped blogging since you got married? I want to hear what you’re learning!”

I was surprised by this question from a friend. I’d assumed that the last thing they wanted was to hear my new and naïve thoughts on marriage! But I’ve missed blogging, and there are lots of things I am thinking through. Here are four:

1) God’s wisdom and ways are so good!

This shouldn’t be a surprise of course, yet one of the things that Tim and I have been struck by is the wisdom and goodness of God’s design for marriage. Society offers numerous views and options, and today many are suspicious or outright incredulous that marriage can possibly be a good thing. Surely it’s just too fraught with difficulty, unpredictability, and potential heartbreak? Some of our friends think we are unwise to commit to lifelong marriage (and crazy to wait for physical intimacy until the wedding day!)

As Christians we decided to trust in God’s wisdom by obeying him even though we were scared. We’re grateful for the friends who have modelled marriage to us and reminded us of its goodness. We’re just at the beginning, but we’ve already seen profound wisdom in God’s design, and been so blessed by marriage so far that we feel ashamed of our doubts! When we’re fearful about the future we remind each other that God promises to help us.

“He guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way. All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful toward those who keep the demands of his covenant.” Psalm 25:9-10 

2) I have a god complex

Whether you have a housemate or a spouse, you quickly become aware of things that aren’t done the way you like them! It’s been shamefully revealed that I want everything and everyone around me to fall in line with my desires and preferences. What’s a helpful gospel response to this? Well, instead of being quick to complain or to push my agenda, I can accept the reminder that I am not God and so I can’t require everything to orbit around me! In fact, having my own way (in effect being worshipped) can’t satisfy anyway, because I was made to serve him who is infinitely greater and more worthy of worship. This frees me to show grace and consider others rather than seeking my own fulfillment.

 In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant,” Philippians 2:5-7

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3) We need other people to challenge us

One of the things I was nervous about as we prepared for marriage was conflict. It’s a necessary but uncomfortable part of any real relationship. Yet, unexpectedly I find myself flourishing as my husband questions and challenges me. I’m fortunate to be married to a kind and patient man who challenges me more gently and less frequently than I deserve, but I can already see how key it is, and that it’s part of our love for each other to point out when one of us is wrong, unwise, or failing to see the bigger picture. I’ve still got a long way to go in this area, but it’s been encouraging to see how difficult discussions can actually lead to helpful change and growth.

And in relation to this …

 4) I can change

When I was a young adult I was used to changes in my circumstances, knowledge, skills, and personality. I was still growing and developing, and so I expected it, enjoyed the adventure, and tried to cultivate positive change in my life. However I’ve noticed as I’ve moved into my thirties that I’m much more change-averse . I make excuses, and  believe that when it comes to some things I simply can’t! And yet change is still a crucial process.

Marriage forces change. It brings a radical change in circumstances, and effects change in one’s habits, character, and countless other areas. It’s a process which is uncomfortable at times, yet exciting and fruitful. So I’m repenting of my negative attitude and asking God to use the changes which our marriage brings to transform us in ways that please him, growing us in godliness and greater love for each other. Moreover for the Christian, God is continually at work by his Spirit to transform us to be more like Jesus Christ. That’s change which I can embrace!

Can you relate to any of these? I’d love to hear your comments.

Nim

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2 responses

  1. I agree and would echo all of the above! My God complex is worryingly apparent in the most insignificant of things. Praise the Lord that he’s exposing it through my wife – and that number 4 is true!

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